* the cousins. *

have i mentioned.? no.

so that's the agenda for this entry.! nyahahaa. cousins finally decide to sleep-over. as in, FINALLY.

and thus, as expected, all the comps at home are being manifested by all these kidlings that i, being the great host that i am [ahah!] shall relent. and allow myself to be deprived of internet-hours for the next few days.

now. im blogging.! and i've got them to watch some dvds. so that should pretty much explain it all. nyahahaa.

ahh* kay. im out. dearest Sofi just updated me with all the assignments that i've piled up. anddd, the tests that's gonna bite my heads off as soon as i've set my new year's resolution.? nyahahaa. urgh*

ouwh.! before i end off. let me share something interesting i just learnt. the definition of FAGGOT, from one himself. ahah.!

faggot
/faggt/
• noun 1 Brit. a ball of seasoned chopped liver, baked or fried. 2 (US fagot) a bundle of sticks bound together as fuel. 3 N. Amer. informal, derogatory a male homosexual

yeahhh. and to get a clearer picture. my awesome teacher had most graciously depicted a scene in an authentic restaurant. and i reckon him being the customer.!

¦-Aameer-¦ The Indonesian Scandal. says (10:09 PM):
can i have 1 faggot?
how much is it?
$3.50?
oh okay
here you go.
then the manager said
quick!
we have an order!
a faggot for that faggot
and cook it with a faggot

ahh* i feel so enlightened now.! nyahahaa.! shall dive into my vocab book now. and let these imbeciles take over my comp. okay, they're not exactly imbeciles, i happen to love these young creatures. nyahahaa.!

there goes my holiday.! weets.! =)


All Smiles,
*Munirah. <3

* trainingggs wee.! *

had fb trg today.! =))

after a week's break.! i love fb, have i mentioned.? nyahahaa.

initially, was abit off-mode for trg. MsVcapt cudnt come, sadly. so that means i'd have to shove aside my indecisiveness; stg where yuni's definitely a great help in.! nyahahaa.

but all was well. in fact, funnn.! attendance was nice, and im not being sarcastic this time round. ahah.! did whatever that was needed to be done, anddd, we ended quite on time. yeah.! the final matches were hyped.! hee.

ouwh.! i forgot to debrief them. ahaaa.*

so dun ask what they learnt frm the matches. it'll prolly be just 'FUN'. nyahahaa.

and yes. dee kept taunting me for being 'too nice'. bleargh. the issues and whatnots that tags along with this responsibility.

you get cursed if you make them run 10 rounds.
or ur deprived bestfren taunts u for saying 'nvm'.

so i've concluded. the purpose of having a coach, is to push us all beyond our limits [or at least near there, ahah.] , and acts as a figure for the team to curse at. ahah.!

and tat statement has it's foundations ey. we agreed the 10 rounds coach made us ran all these while were sinfuls. go figure.! nyahahaa.

yesty's morning run.! was, ouwhhh myyy goddd* after 5 rounds, i was already dead.! see what a week of gluttony can do to your body.! baddd.! nyahahaa.!

so yeah. i hated myself after yesty's run. BUT. trip to the pasar with dee was nice.! nyahahaa.! yeah, pasar, at admiralty, as in literally the wet market. ouwh, dun ask. nyahahaa.

kay. this entry if fb-full. the next time wud prolly be next year, so yeah. ahhh* im tired frm all those laughings. so yes. i shall move on now. to my notes.! it's 12.29am alreadyyy.! herrr*

wondering why i took so long to update.? cos, my multi-tasking skills have resulted to the aching of my fingers, and thus, the inefficiency. ahah.! crap.

aights. take care people. check the calender.! ur holiday period is fast depleting.! nyahahaa. study hard, but ur health shud never be compromised.! ahah. again, crap. =)


All Smiles,
*Munirah.! <3


PS: my green-yellowish [sounds like faeces ey.? hah.!] blade has been entirely consumed by the mean futsal court floorings.! uberly sad pls.! and im too reluctant for my blue blade to experience a similar fate. ahh* curses, curses*

* movieees.! *

ahah.

i've shut off from this blogging world, and it's definitely not due to the insufficient hours i'm living day by day.

two words; purely lazy.

nyaah.

and what i did this week.? hmms.

i watched movies.! dvds and vcds - alot of them.! ahah. and yesty was the worst. 4 movies in one night, talk about marathoning.~ i'm so soo wasting my brain cells. nyahahaa.

not to mention wasting my tears. yeahhh, guess i've to agree now when aye tells me, "crazy woman.!" nyahahaa. im always moved by such emo scenes; precisely why the last time i watched movies with my girls, was what. 3yrs ago.? ahah.!

i'd rather just rent those kinda movies, den to go out in public and make myself look pathetic. justifiable.? nyahahaa.

ouwh.! it's also more economical. HAH.

on the contrary. i've started with revisions, thank god* not much, definitely, but least there's some progress ey.? ahah. first stop, ECONS.!

I LOVE ECONS.!
would that make me a 'crazy woman'.? ahah.

started with math and bio too.

math, cos i'm in desperate need of help. plus, i've wasted 170+ bucks of my parents money on that blardy GC. i ought to be producing results, rite.?

bio, cos i just love that subject, no matter how much i noe it will eventually kill me. yeahhh, mostly that.

GP, well, im practicing it right now.? nyahahaa. bleargh.

my chem mid-course was sucha heartbreaker, that i'll need time to get over this disappointment. im on rebound, you see. AHAH.

okay. im off. see the time.? tat's very weird u noe. cos i usually wake up at this hour, the whole of last week.! ahah.!

primarily, cos it's the holidays. duhhh* secondarily.? we sleep at 6am. nyahahaa. nocturnal beings we've become. haiii*

trgs shall resume as per normal this week. yeah, my much needed runnns. cant wait.? AHAH. i soo need to be driven, anddd to drive. hmphs.

ouwh. see how far this entry have diverted. ahah.! short summary; enjoyed myself truly this week. home.! if not, still with my beloved family uh. hee.

aights. let's burn off those chipsmore.! but now. it's 2.27pm.! i want lunch.! nyahahaa. =) take care people.


All Smiles,
*Munirah.! <3


PS: im in love with Pride and Prejudice.! such dramatic conversations. nyahahaa.

* curse, cursed. *

urgh.! curses.!

i dropped my hp twice today.! TWICE.! after i decided to remove the casing thingy. ahh* dumb man, dumbbb.

i've grown attached to this electronic device. nyahahaa.

on a prettier note.! my room's all cleaned up.! woo.! syabas muni.! nyahahaa. spent the whole evening yesty with my idiotic sis; sweeping, sucking, wiping, haha-ing..

there was a cockroach under her bed. and it got sucked into the vacuum, by me. was huge okay.!

overall. i saw 4 roaches in 24hrs. or maybe just one, escaped time and again.? nyahahaa. lets drop this grotesque topic.

niways.! aunt came over again today. with tat lil baby.! okay, here's some pics i snapped during the previous visits. mind you, that gorgeous pillow aint big.! he's the little one, in comparison. nyahahaa.




sunday.! ouwh. had jemputan yet again. den, to my grand's place.! i still do love that house in bedok. but i got tired when those other old people came by. so i slept.! nyahahaa.!

got home reaaal late. why.? cos there was some key-misplacing incident. ahh* hilarious, wasnt the first time. i tink there's really the leave-nobody-behind curse. nyaah.

and i dunno what other curses were in the air. but emo-mode was on that night. hmms. thank god it's all over.! weehee.

i love my family.

saturday.! gosh* i cant rmb wat happened. nyahahaa. OUWH. went out wif darling sis.! nyahahaa.! god* totally lost track of our days. haii*

okay. had some chores at civics. den roundings at cwpt. hah.! yeahhh, that place is turning into my jc-days-playground. so yada yadaaa, bleargh. spent $$, alot of it. dennn, drop at cp frm our busride.

come, ask why we dint take the fast and efficient MRT instead.? ASK.! nyahahaa.

i've never seen scenes like that. but well. was NICE. ahah.! morbid me.

and ouwhhh.! yesty.! MARIA's homeee.! we dint fetch her, saddd* but nvm.! shall meet up soon.! YAYs. come dee n aye. gejala sosial again.! nyahahaa.

i love my TJJT.!

and eyyy.! noe what.!? that lady rebonded her hair in JAKARTA for 7obucks.! nyahahaa.! so much for an escape from reality surprise!

she dint tell me that, of course. got hinted frm a weird pic she sent. ahah.! i now keep myself updated from her darling guy. least now i've found some use of him. nyahahaa.!

but gerl. seriously, from that pic. the rebonded hair look more like the wet version of ur former hair. ahah.! okay, call me dumb. haiii*

so yeah. that's it. and ouwh.! from this new bedroom arrangement, i cant see my door when comp-ing. and apparently. idiotic aimah just tried BOO-ing me, like how i scared the faeces out of her yesty.! nyahahaa.!

and guess what. i had, instinctively, placed a mirror on my comp table earlier today. nyahahaa.! smart.? thank you, thank youuu. ahah.

aights. shall drop dead now. its already 1am.! ouwh, and i tried revising econs today.! well. i started yawning after 2mins, does that count.? nyahahaa.!

omg. this entry is so full of random topic pop-ups. pardon if u cant see any linkings between para. i dint put any effort to in the first place. hee.

okay. take care people.! spread the luvvv.! today's also IJ's Prom Night.! nyahahaa. im so gonna dig for updates frm my darling J2s. wee.!


Lotsa Luv,
*Munirah.! <3

* up town. *

again.

im getting lazy of updating. hah.

nothing spectacular happened since tues. but for the record. i think my mood has stopped swinging. it's up, uppp town now. hee.

had trg in my morning hours, since weds. and today, i soo hate myself. reason being.? missed trg for an uberly stupid reason. urgh*

so yeah. first thing today, i got cursed by my floorball captain. ironic.? HAH.

utter languor, i dint even hear my otherwise irritating hp alarm.! told ya our trg days are saturated.~ thank god we're having break next week.! wee*
time to revamp our schedules, dear Ms V.Capt.! nyahahaa.

ouwh, before i got cursed. i had the weirdest dream ever. dee was beside me, and mum was endlessly calling; which thz to my faulty hp, i cudnt ans.!

woke up to my ringing hp, with dee on the other end. nyahahaa.

i now hate my ringtone. it caused me nightmares. =X

had been having some communication breakdowns with the teachers for the past 3 trgs. im not sure who's fault issit. prolly mine, since i forgot all their overseas-going dates.

...but they told me weeks ago.! and i live day-by-day. nyahahaa.!

ouwh.! weds. after trg, went to dee's house for dvd.! with fadh. gorgeous trip.! i so love her house, and ROOM. of cos i love mine more, precisely why i enjoy getting stuck in here.! hee.

Just My Luck was a sweeeet show. okay, yet another typical teen movie which my dad would have otherwise deemed 'an insult to my intelligence'. ahah.! still, come on.~ im not a girl, not yet a woman.!

let me busk being intellectually insulted, at seventeen.! nyahahaa.!

ouwh* McFly's songs are pleasing, with meaningful lyrics. and Chris Pine sure has gorgeous eyes.! aww* and Lindsay Lohan, is as usual, her. ahah.

ps: i use to adore her pretty face. but she turned bitchy. why must people always choose to change for the worst.? hmms.

alsooo. dee passed me HEART. ahh* another insult. nyahahaa. but it was truly sweet. opened my eyes to certain perspective, which i eventually forgot. AHAH.

a really touching movie. but the emo scenes were just too much. thy seem to cry at every other sad line they say, which is all the time, till i dint even get the cue that I was suppose to cry in the end. nyahahaa.!

okay. the way they started falling in love could have been more, significant. they actually made me wonder if they noe the meaning of 'love' to turn out that psychotic. nyaah.

and erps. indonesians sound _____ singing english-malay song. i had to ask what language they're singing in halfway thru. yeah, pathetic. ouwh well.! ahah.

kay, that's all i guess. nyahahaa. to aye, if u're reading this. im sorry once again, cos i dun have anything related to you to blog about. you're disappointed arent you.? alahhh* ahah.!

aights. take care readers.! don't waste ur time. u have exactly 1 month.! before school reopen that is. ahah. and i soo need to mug. ahh*

to muni, u'll turn into a nerdified freak in 2007, its inevitable. u're in ijc, where nothing's good enough. nyahahaa*


All Smiles,
*Munirah.! =)


ps: i still do love INNOVA. and my team. and my darlings. and my family. and ultimately. MY LIFE. hee.

* mood-swings *

im tired.! ahah.

baked pies today.! apple pies.! ahh* scrumptious.! that's 4 waking hours of baking for me.! wee.! nyaah.

aunt came too.! with her newborn. another member to our biggg family.! my nenek and atok now have.. hmms, counting* 5-plus-6-plus-2-plus-5-plus-3.. aights. twenty-one grandchilds.! =))

the 22nd shall be acclaimed as my favourite cousin. AHAH.

nothing's for sure in life. that's the only sure thing im sure of...
- a schizo man's imaginary friend.

ahah.! hilarious, but true ey.? im so fond of that line right now. life's really so full of un-sure-ness. nyahahaa. ouwh. but. im sure of another thing in my life.

i soo love my family lahhh.* hee.

and i pity those who dont. i've too come to believe. that those who sought for love other than that from their own family, are simply deprived of love at home.

i have also therefore believe that. i shall not resort to such a pursuance, for the love i have at home is without a doubt, overwhelming.

of course.! until the time comes, when sucha situation is surmisable as the inevitables of life. nyahahaa.!

i believe my dad would be veryyy proud to learn how well he has taught me.! ahah.!

and now. i believe. my entries have gone catawampus.! [a new word i've learnt today.! wonder if its proper english though. ahah.!]

okay. whatever it is. im off to beddd.! i guess. yeahh. its 1.11am now. NICE. nyahahaa. sweet dreammms.!


All Smiles,
*Munirah.!


ps: gerl. u noe i cannot agree to that. and all these while.? woahhh* u make me feel soo. depreciated.? yeahhh.! whatever. i sure hope u're happy lah ehh. i was so sure of you. nyahahaa. i still am. total mood-swings*

* love, loveee. *

today was beautiful.! wee.!

waiiit, issit monday already.? okay, i was referring to SUNDAY. nyahahaa.

26nov, parents had three jemputans pls.! alot uhhh. nyaah. went as a whole to only one. but i followed to the second too, cos the berkat was beautifully tempting.! chocs, melts* ahah.!

one was held at a block veryyy near to my previous-previous house in Bedok. and they were reminiscing how their beautiful love story sparked at that lift today. nyahahaa.! awws* uber sweet please.

nothing romantic, nothing fancy.
it was very noble, and pure.
beautiful. how i envy them. ahh*

i want mine just like that please. nyahahaa.!

journey home from Cik Jah's was hyped. kitchen supply stocking trip at SS was just as pretty. im beginning to fancy these kinda family trips. we've learnt to entertain ourselves well. ahah.!

like, jinx-ing each other ridiculously.? very ridiculously, till my tummy hurts.!
or asking each other, "don't you want to eat mee pok.!?" AHAH.
and racing each other from the taxi to our doorstep with heavy groceries.? ouwh, you must cheat.! nyahahaa.

but really. nothing beats time spent together with my family. hee. loves*

ouwhs. saturday was another day similarly spent with her love ones. except that it's even better. home sweet home.! nyahahaa.

okay. i admit. i have issues about going out. sah pemalas* ahah.

ouwh.! we also made epok-epok on sat! while watching hindustan.! nyahahaa.! yeahhh. absurd, i agree. but nice, nice.! ahah.!

my lil sister made prettier epoks den me. bleargh.!
but ouwh well, it all comes out the same after 6hours rite.? AHAH.

Friday, training in the morning.! with our new coach.! nyahahaa.! you dun want to noe. =)

okay, maybe you do. whatever happens in the court, must not leave the court. ahah.! im still abiding.! but just a lil sneak preview wun hurt rite.? nyahahaa.

well. to keep things simple. we ran, and rannn, and rannnnn.! wee.! All SmiLes.! =)) but hey, the trg was comprehensive riteee. pressurising yes, but i saw glimpses of my gerls over-performing. i likeee.! HAH. =))

received several muscle-aching msges the next morning. dun worry girls, you're all not alone. nyahahaa.!

"what do you each want to improve on.?" she asked. let's all work on our answers aights. hee.

ouwhhh.! watched 'A Beautiful Mind' on Channel 5.! yeahhh, its an old movie. and yeahhh, it's boring to some of you people. yada yadaa. =p

i agree the actors arent appealing, and the plot can get abit mundane at certain scenes. but heyyy, i find the show really beautiful please.!

and i LOVE it.! hee.

the gorgeous wife of a schizo man showed me the beauty of love. =)

her character was veryyy commendable okay. her unwavering love for her psychotic husband, simply awed me. how i'd wish im as adamant, and dauntless, as tat lady in the show. but den again.

i wudnt wish for my husband to be mentally deranged, would i.? nyahahaa.

ahh* whatever will be, will be. i can only pray for the best from god, rite dee.? ouwh, dun wori. i'll pray more for you, cos u're too adamant and dauntless. nyahahaa.

clock strikes 4am. we intend to puasa tmr, tat explains the early morning waking hours. or rather, the lateee night sleeping hours. beautiful.! nyahahaa.

aights. shall let my sis damage her cornea with the computer now. so till next time, take careee.! wee.

ouwh btw. the word for today is, BEAUTIFUL.! hee.!


I LOVE MY BEAUTIFUL LIFE.! =))


All Smiles,
*Munirah.! <3

* dead beat.! *

heyyy.!

ahh.* im dead beat. but i feel obligated to update. hee.! today's nice.! waiiit, about yesty first.

trg in the morning.! all went well. exhausted, but what's new.? funnn, again what's new.? nyahahaa. boring nyer paragraph ni.~

ouwhhh.! dear msV.capt bruised me with her stick.! ahah.! funny thing is, during last week's frenly, dear msEx.V.capt bruised me too.! with her elbow.!

omg. im so cursed by my vice captains.! nyahahaa.!

yada yadaaa. ate at short jane. anddd, met up with aye.! wee. hunted down for turtles at cwpt.! i dint noe turtle-hunting was sucha chore. but the trip was gorgeous.! hee.

and we got our uber cute turtle.! cute.!



so today. had morning run.! attendance was nice, as usual. yada yadaa, got a quick chat with the girls about ehems*. have yet to finalize stuffs though. ahh*

im enjoying morning run now, somehow.

showered. changed. prepared. anddd finally. met aye at yish mrt.! okay, so ami tagged along. hah.~ least he already acquire the skills of making himself invisible when time requires him to. nyahahaa.!

an hour train journey with them, blissful.

headed to the airport.! okay, i have to admit. i'm getting expert at this train changing thingy. nyahahaa.! kidding*

ouwhh. have i mentioned.? i luv the airport atmosphere. Changi Airport is a pretty sight niways ey.? ahah. and yeahh, the departure hall has a mix of emotion-stirring atmosphere. happy, but sad somehow.? nyahahaa. kay, shut up muni*

byee-ing MARIA was definitely a mixture of emotions. was feeling very-very sedih. but thing is, she's only gone for 12 days.! and we've survived not seeing each other for months before. nyahahaa.! so yeahh, i was happy/excited for her.

not to mention all the safe-journey-prayers i've said. just in case.? nyahahaa.

and yeahhh.! she was hugging our TURTLE during departure.! and of course, waving endlessly. nyahahaa. that gorgeous lady of ours.~

okay. a point to highlight. i love Maria.! hee.

after all the emo-ness. super hungry.! ahah. went to eat at Macs.! very kenyanggg* again, they have issues with my eating speed, anddd my layer-by-layer burger-eating way. haiii* nyahahaa.

Aye doesnt share drinks, rmb.! and Ami is a Tong Sampah.! while Dee is my beloved finish-up-the-fries helper.! nyahahaa.

yada yadaa. boarded the train. and suddenly.! we decided to visit Vivo City, since it was on the way. such impromtu acts pls.! nyaah. was only 2pm and not in a hurry, so i've no basis for objection. nyahahaa.

i still stand true to my views. im not in favour of Vivo.! ahah.

except that it's HUGE, nothing was woahhh-ish. im exhausted cos of it's huge-ness pls.! nyahahaa. nonetheless, the trip was NICE. why.? cos Aye and Dee was there.! duhhh* ahahaa.

OUWH. first time ever. my hp ran out of memory space.! why.? cos of our hectic picture frenzy mode.! nyahahaa.! pretty, pretty.! views and faces. hee. =) pics will be up, soon i hope. ahah.

fast forward, yada yadaa. HOME sweet HOME.! yeah, finally. hee. tired mannn* plus i have trg tmr morning.! nyahahaa. exciting.!

overall. a happy, happy day.!
MUNI luvs DEE and AYE.! =))

last but definitely not the least.! i noe it was obvious i forgot today's 23rdNov, and im soo veryy sorryy. but just so you know, i still love you so.! and heyy, in time, i may forget ur birthdays, but i'll definitely not forget youuu.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY dearest MARDHIAH.!!!
best wishes always yeah.! may you achieve all ur goals in life.! dan tabah menghadapi segala ringtangan yerrr, insyaAllah. hee.

okay. im off. again, i'd like to state. that today's nice.! dee's #21. and im #22. anyone would like to take #23.? AYE, you.? 30 is close to 23.! nyahahaa.! =)


All SmiLes,
*Munirah.! <3


ahh* i realiii hope maria have fun in jakarta. and that she returns home safely.! SAFE. hee. with our goodies.? and Dee's Ariel's signature, and Aye's Andika's hair.?? nyahahaa.! loves*

* life's good. *

nyahahaa.

when was my last longgg entry.? ouwh.! last week. nyaah.

had sch the whole of last week. lessons, mainly math and bio. ahhh* dun ask how it went. my brain was literally saturated after every bio lecture. nahh, im not complaining. i still do love my subject combi. hee.

had trg on weds. after sucha longgg time. it was, reassuring.

okay, pardon the shortage of words in my vocab. now, my oxygen-deprived brain at 2am aint helping neither. nyahahaa.

morning run on thurs, before lessons. ahah.! attendance was niceee, but what's new ey.? im glad there was fadh. managed to complete the anaerobic run, plusss train our atp/pc system. ahah.!

ijc's pe elective; weights training class helps.! hee.

visited civics library, while waiting for time to pass. class started late on thurs. i was drowned in the sofa and awed by the chocolates in the books.! nyahahaa. also, we now have a brilliant idea for our nyaa acts. wee.

let's learn how to cook.! we'll become perfect wives.! hah.!

had breakfast with dee for consecutive days. not to mention lunch. ehems* im luving civics' Macs for the quiet breakfast hours. and i've sure missed short jane gold ouwh-so-much.!

an hour for combo one. those were the hmt days. ahh*

friday was another trg session. ate lunch at KFC prior to that. and guess what.! we bumped into some Mediacorp actresses there.! omg. they sure looked gorgeous. even better than on tv, mind you.

i want gorgeous long wavy hair like hers.! grow, pls.!

had a match with the J2 ladies during fri's trg. it was sooo NOT satisfying please. i'd rather think tat we were off-form tat day. but let's face the fact. my girls, and me of cos, need majorrr work. and i've got plans. haha.

nene, im not turning man. im just turning captain. ahah.!

the chat with TOCs, and former capt/vcapt was a sweeeet one. im finally sensing some behind-the-scenes politics. hoho. and friday, i saw the other side of MsEx-Capt. the nice and uber pleasant one. and she's still a superb fballer.

nene.! i've found myself a new rolemodel. nyahahaa. come back, and guide us through. hee.

saturday, home sweet home.! we children were left alone at home the whole morning/noon.! okay, may not be a biggy for yall. but hey.! its definitely a rare sight here aights. since my mum's usually home 24/7. ahah.

i've learnt; i'm farrr from ready, living without them.

sunday. ahah. impromtu decision. in the midst of late-coming, i still manage to reach first. haiii* we girls sure have issues with punctuality. nonetheless. the trip was nice.!

what trip.? hidayah's sister's wedding invitation. first ever w/o my parents. nyahahaa. the bride was pretty lah, look at hidayah herself.! exact duplicate. hee. and their get-ready session, was a weird sight for me. dun ask. nyahaa.

headed to SJG later for pies, after the library's toilet photo session, and cwpt random walks. yes, in our jemputan outfits, we're weird i noe. nyahahaa. fadh was more worried about people thinking we went for raya-ing, since it's dah basi.
her words, "maluuu.!"

the absurd things we do at seventeen, precious memories nonetheless.

anddd Monday.? niceee, somehow. ahah. headed to sch for a tiny winy short while in the noon to submit some stuffs. [was suppose to meet fadh at 8.30am.! ahah* soriii.] and out with my family.

okay, was basically to get some groceries. nyahahaa.! but the trip was pleasant. realiii pleasant. how can it not be.? my dad was around.! ahah.!

her family, equates to being her everything. all hearts*

and ouwhhh. another important thing. i fasted today.! wee.! big deal.? well, yeah. fasting will always be a significant thing to me, imagine all the pahala. nyahahaa.! giler*

aights. its 2.55am and my haemoglobins are really not coorperating. okay, point is. my oxygen-deprived brain needs a rest now.! bye bye.!

eyy, sounds like kidscentral's commercials rite.? i forgot to mention.! Chicky Club and Kindcetral had stg on at Cwpt on Sunday.! we just happened to be there. gosh* the kids were darnnn cute.! okay, dey sounded dumb too, but ouwh well. CUTE.! nyahahaa.!

kayyy. take care dear blog readers.! once again, congrats.! for surviving reading sucha longgg entry.! wee.! nites. ahh*


All SmiLes,
*Munirah.! =)

* the raya mood.! *

omg.

i cant seem to make myself update this blog. no matter how muchhh things there are to talk abt. nyaah. niways. to make up for the longg wait. tis shall be the first picture-full entry i'm posting. so smile.!

niways.! yeahh. about last tues raya outing with the 2e1'03s. i was suppose to elaborate on the happenings rite.? well, malas lah. nyahahaa. so lets get over it ey. point is, i enjoyed myself trully. how not to.? i had my three darlings around.! hee. =)

okay, here's another pic. the whole clan that is. ouwh, gosh* except Raymond.! he was the phototaker, soriii. nyaah.

*assmi, aameer, syarif, firdaus, azmi.
*munirah, maria, zahirah, dee dee.

spent weds in sch with Dee darling. okay, was suppose to submit some fb stuffs, yada yadaaa. eventually, we watched 'Be Cool' in the library. ahah.! time well wasted with my darling.! nyahahaa.

* the buai at aye's house.! gosh* we had brutal fun there.! nyahahaa.!

thurs. gorgeous.! tink i went out with my family. but nvm, point is, was mainly home sweet home.! ahh* im reali growing attached to this room. can i live here forever.? nyahahaa.! ouwh yes. dvd watching.! hee.

ouwh yes.! from the raya trips. i realized. i really-really love the 1st floor.! ahah.! =))

back to topic. FRIDAY.! okay, the morning was super hectic. wonder what got into me when i made the plannings. ahah.! rush to sch at 9; settled the lasssst bit of PW. glad it's sooo over.! hee.

had to meet the gorgeous people at 11am.! which of cos, i was superrr late. nyahahaa.! eventually. met aye first, before heading to woodylands.! trip with her has alwayyys been blissful.! bleargh* ahah.!

*khairul, the SP guy next block. fatin, the SAJC future gynecologist. syahida, MJC fballer, my longg beloved fren. farah, AJC malay dancer, smart idiot.! muni, IJC fballer.! zahirahhh, YJC fballer, darlinggg.!

the 4e[2/1]'05 raya trip was joyous.! okay, so sadly not everyone made it. but ouwh well.! those hu were there made the trip memorable nonetheless. plus. we realized, we're all from diff post-sec institutions.! super cool please.! so diversified, yet so undivided. nyahahaa.! okay, im nt making sense. haiii*

crappy jokes. running in the rain. endless gossips. recollection of past memories. laughing at our own pathetic 4e2 habits. floorball talks. disturbing each other's peace. saddistic/suicide/ghostly stories. anddd. excessive eating.! yeahh, FUN.! nyahahaa.

saturday. another home sweet homeee day.! except that dad brought us out in the evenings. was nice nice.! though i still love staying at home. nyaah.! okay, call me deprived, whatever. its more of lazyyy. hee.

sundayyy.! ahh* i'd love to think that i stayed home thruout again, but apparently not. went out raya-ing with my family.! okay, it was really sheer blissful. i can never get enough of those lil cousins uh. nyahahaa.
dear lil kids, we have a date on 27thNov aights.! hee.

mondayyy.! best, best.! ultra best.! okay, maybe the morning part was abit too dead for raya. but ouwh well, tat's just us on charging mode rite.? nyahahaa.! i reckon someone spiked our drinks later on. tsk tsk.! to fadh, ******.! ahahaa.!

we were so very hyper at the last house. VERY.! my face/tummy/throat hurts from all those laughing.! S*****.! ahah.! n eeks.! for a second there, i thought of cikgu esfan.!

jangan banyak ketawa, nanti hilang jiwa.! nyahahaa.!

ouwh btw. it's the ai higher malay clique raya this time. yeahh. nyahahaa. plus.! MYRA.! and ULFAH.! omg. i've missed that lady so sooo much. im glad she joined us. with her lil adorable cousin.! ulfah; a literal example of 'kids say the darnest things'. nyahahaa.! omg. i still cant get over her cuteness/sweetness. andddd. i got to plait her superrr long hair.! ahhh, envied* nyahahaa.

* me and ULFAH and her CAT.!
she said, "i love cats and dogs.!" nyahahaa.! totally adorable.! =))

and.! anddd.! she drew ME on the whiteboard.! with all those nitty gritty details; the umbrella, star brooch, flower on my bag, etc.. even my name.! omg. uber cuteness pls.! ahh*

darling lil Ulfah twist-ing with her piece of art.! ahh* she'll grow up to be one pretty lady uh.
I love ULFAH.! hee.

makkk, yah nak adek perempuan lagi satu boleh.? nyahahaa.! joking*

ouwh.! we watched one whole dvd at farah's.! imagine that for raya.! John Tucker MUST Die.! nyahahaa.! veryy interesting actually. gerls, lets search for ij's john tucker, and we can get to kill somebody.! such an honourable mission. nyahahaa.~

aights. guess tat's about it for my 2006 raya season. ahh* blissful it was. but i still miss those childish days, wen raya seemed more eventful. now, its just meaningful. ahah. and as of now, i prefer ramadhan to syawal more uh. hee.

kayyy. im totally dead beat. school thruout this week. my GOD.! not to mention trg sessions to conduct. ahhh* but i've missed playing fb. not the people, just the game. i realized i need a new approach. watch me turn into our former captain, aights girls. nyaah.~

for now. take care yall.! ahhh* i love my life uh. nyahahaa. =))

All Smiles,
*Munirahhh.! <3

PS: grp pics for hmt outing arent up, soriii. FARAH have yet to send them. ehems* farahhh, ouwhhh farahhhh. di mana kamu.? panggil S***** baru tahu.! nyahahaa.! =p

* wee rayaaa.! *

ahh. alot alot to update.

but erms. im dead beat please. plus, need to conserve my energy for tmr. we're running.! nyahahaa.

niways. fyi, went for raya outing with the niceee people of 2e1'03 today. or rather, tuesday 7/11. yeahhh. fun funnn.

shall update more about it, when i have more energy to spare in recollecting the moments and typing them here. nyaah. but one thing's for sure.

today's definitely yet another day worth of memories i'll cherish a lifetime. hee. =)

n yeahhh, love the pics today.! baddd quality, but ouwh well.! totally enjoyed the picture frenzy mode. nyahahaa.

take care people. rest well aights.! nyaah.

All SmiLes,
*Munirahhh.! <3

ps: to my darling 2e1'03 mates. let this NOT be the last, please. we'll find means for next year, somehow. love yall.! woowee.! =)

* coming to an end.! *

butterflies in my stomach.

thank god its Over and Done with.! had my dreaded OP today. i shant ponder on how i've performed, cos i noe it wasnt my very best. least the nerves from all those anticipation has disappeared.! yays.

PLUS. the mere thought of PW almost reaching its' conclusion, is sheer blissful. hee. =)

annnd, with the evaporation of PW from next year's timetable, i'll be stripped off my post.! That's simply devastating, NOT. nyahahaa.

Also.! had a class outing today after OP.! was ultra fun.! nyahahaa.!

okay, it was really just pure fun uh. i cant begin to describe how thankful i am for being in 11D, and for going in the first place.!

PS: its the 1st outing i've agreed to follow my JAE 11D-ians. ahah.!

n ouwh.! since i rarely appear in random pics [cos im expert at hiding from cams] taken by the class, they figured this wud be a perfect moment to boost their collection. dumbly, i agreed that this wud be the only moment i'll cease my 'infringement of privacy' law for them. hah.!

and thus. i think they're gonna make me cry when they upload all the pictures in MLG. i feel outraged.! but nvm, its only my beloved 11D afterall ey.? nyahahaa.!

$10.65 was worth all the joy and laughters. and more importantly, the class spirit was at amongst it's peak. class bonding worked well, i felt. anddd. i simply love the class.! hee. =)

okay, shut up now muni. u have a superrr busy week ahead.! RAYA mood, bring it on.! nyahahaa. nites gorgeous people.!


All SmiLes,
*Munirah.! <3

PS: to my beloved 11D-ians with cameras on 7/11, pleaseee let me vet the pics first.! please.! nyahahahahaa. gosh* i love them.

*emotions stirred.*

i hate this moment, alot.

and i'll miss them all, bleargh.

i want my whole class up please.? no you cant, you're asking for too much. heh.

i want my whole team up please.? im still not sure about that. haiii*

to those who dint make it, im so very sorry. i really-really-really wish for the best in all your future goals. believe in yourself, never give up, and have faith in god aights. take care, my friends. =)

to those who did make the cut. im utterly happy for yall. really. looking forward to being J2s together next year yeahhh.! we shall stop procrastinating, and work all out for our majorrr A's. stay focus, people. =)

meanwhile. let me take a shorttt break, before my most dreadful OP on monday. after that, i shall spent my whole week with my friends, going for RAYA. something that well, i've been deprived off this year. nyahahaa.

im just purely thankful. that my darlings in IJC who matters alot to me, are all up. so yeah. syukur, alhamdulillah. =)

im dead beat. ouwh btw, its 2.35am now. nyaah. take care readers.!


All SmiLes,
*Munirah.! <3


PS: im having eyebags from crying a tissue packet full of tears. was sad for them too, okayy.! heh. i really have to learn to compose myself, urghhh* boo muni.!

smile, smile.! =)

the term 'hectic week' is applicable, time and again. nyahahaa.

im utterly exhausted now, just got back from yet another raya outing. no noo, im not complaining. today's outing was amongst the best ones i've had. then again, not something new ey.? hee. =)

i need sleep uh. been deprived of it this whole week. pretty routined actually. school in the morning till lateee evenings. yada yadaa, raya outing till lateee nights. again yada yadaa, pw stuffs till early morning. short NAP, and the cycle begins again. ahh*

niways. im glad improvements in our OP preparation is becoming more visible. nyaah. im now left with the final touch-ups for the group, being the perfectionist me that is.~ nyahahaa.

had FB thingys yesty after school. hee.! though everyone was practically in a rush, it was very well overall. seriously, my gerls were disappearing bit by bit. but, darling J2s poped up soon enough, and those moments were worth the while. hee.

i think our FB teachers-in-charge are gorgeous people. i was so awed by the bond she displayed towards my darling J2s. like literally, we were once upon a time, one big family.

yesty's bonding session covered quite some issues. my v.capt and me too decided on a challenge to put upon the whole team. and thus, to my darling lady fballers, be prepared for something harsh soon ey.! Aja Aja.! hee. =))

ouwh yeah. i've now 2 testimony that's to put my mind off the promos' results. thing is, im not sure how reliable these sources are. prolly cos both dint sound convincing enough. ahah. but nvm, im still praying hard. heh.

and yes, sad. i want my whole fb team up, pretty please.? blearghhh* veryyy depressing okay. boo.

ahh* whatever lah. im too tired to think of depressing stuffs. im off.! wee.! ouwh again, today was simply gorgeous. in fact, this whole week was. yeah. woots.! i love my life, so love urs too.! hee. =)

All SmiLes,
*Munirah.! <3

PS: what's meant to be, will be. let fate take it's course ey. pray for it. hee.

*selamat hari raya.!*

wee.! =)

i still cant believe one month flew, just like that. haii* either way, goodbye ramadhan, welcome syawal.! YAYs.!

initially thought that this year's raya wouldnt be as happening as any other years. primarily cos, well, the promos totally drained me out from the festive mood. apparently. after hearing the takbir, im hyperventilating now.! weehee.!

okay, that sounded simply wrong. but yeah, im excited, somehow. the list of raya clothes to choose from, nice nice.! hee. kuih-kuih baked/bought, delicious.! nyaah. anddd, house is in it's utmost gorgeous state, a rare sight that is. woo.!

and now. im physically drained. imagine fasting, and doing grotesque house chores, without any sleep for the past 24hours.! yeahh. languor creeps in. nyahahaa.

nonetheless, i dun feel like sleeping.! its like wasting this precious moment. nyahahaa. crap uh muni.~

aights. shall get some rest now. before euphoric mode switches on again, tmr.! wee. ouwh wait, i mean today, 5 hours from now. ahah.!

Happy Deepavali, and..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA.!
maaf zahir dan batin.! hee. =)

All Smiles,
*Munirah.! <3

ps: i almost wanted to type 'maaf zahirAH..' nyahahaa. bleargh.!

* back, back.! *

woots.! hee. =)

intended to blog only tmr, so it'll make 2 solid months of hiatus. apparently, cant wait. nyahahaa.

yeahh. comp's back running. in time for OP preparation, thank god. obviously, i was deprived of leisure activities related to computer usage, in the midst of mid-course examination. again, such perfect timing, thank god.! hee. =)

unfortunately. that wasnt enough to get me producing results. and yes, im ultimately depressed at this moment. uncertainties, anticipation, yada yadaa. aint helping. depression striked real hard, gosh*

BUT, considering its HARI RAYA in 3 days time, i shall eradicate all those negativities, temporarily. hee. =)

okay, what you've missed.? erms. to keep things simple, ALOT. nyahahaa. typing re-enactments would only be equivalent to draggy blog entries. therefore. i've decided not to.

sadly, this would also be equivalent to my blog missing 2 months worth of my gorgeous life. ahah.!

yeah.! life's been gorgeous, as always. the inevitable ups-downs' still around, but hey. that's life.! learn to appreciate things, and be thankful. uhhuh. =)

Ramadhan came. and its ending, ouwh-too-soon. its heartbreaking, really. i havent had much time in making full use of this month to collect blessings. bleargh, curses to mid-course.

but ouwh well. nyahahaa. munirah, boo.!

aights. this is so abrupt .but hey, the dinner table's calling for me.! i love those Quran recital on the radio. so yeah, have to make my leave now. for break fast.! hee.

till next time i decide to rannnnt here. take care my beloved readers.! hoho. =)

All SmiLes,
*Munirah.! <3

* twenty two. *

i shoudnt be here, but ouwh well. hee. =)

i love this number. which is also today's date. therefore, i shall update. hoho, lamer.*

last week.?

cant remember. nyaah. ouwh wait, shall grab my 'Innovian Guide'.! ahah.* Surprisingly, i've been constantly updating this freaking organiser.! still, my life's far from being organised. so yes, you can laugh at me now. =)

Econs timed-assignment [its equivalent to a test lah ehhh. hai*] on Monday.! surprise, surprise.* something wrong with the dispersion of info, so apparently, nobody came prepared. least now im prepared for the worst. x)

but ouwh ouwh.! i passed the previous econs case study test.! euphoric pleaseee. hee.! kay, it wasnt at all good. but the thought of everyone else around me failing, simply gave me a sense of achievement.! AHAH.* syukur alhamdulillah. =))

Had math vector test on thurs.! woots, i failed.! it was simple, if only i had put in a tiny winy bit of an extra effort. but ouwh well.! knowing all those freaking intellectual babes in my class aced such papers blissfully, im finally feeling the drive to fight.! gerls, watch out uh.! ahahaa. =p

ouwhs.! class photo-taking on weds.! fun funnn.* kay, im also finally falling in love with the gerls in my class. they're gorgeous, plus intellectual. anddd totally sporting.! wee. we each had thick bio/chem/math/whatsoever bookssss in our hands for the informal pic.! so cute please, who's idea huh.?? ahahaa. x)

and i love neat triangle-knot ties with a length nothing less than, perfect. hoho.!

ouwh.! yeah.! for the first time in my entire 17 years of life, i finally got to stand right smack in the middle.! yerps.! paisey yes, but woah.* i feel taaaaall.! nyahahaa.! erPs.

trg.? okay. *zips* i still do love fb, truly, madly, deeply. ahahaa. btw, the freaking rough futsal ground totally ate my blade.! in 6mths, totally.! hmphs. =(

im loving my pwmates too. we're getting along quite well, i must say. hee. =)) well done.! hoho.*
COP on sunday. total waste of time. but it was a great moment for class bonding, somehow.? ahah. yeah, i love my cg, minus few here and dere. *blearghhh* nyahahaa. yerps.! best.

frm national library. the ride home alone, crap sia. bleargh upside down, inside out. seriously lah, nyonya, i hope you get breast cancer. heh.
PS: i prayed for you to fall down the steps, but u dint.! boo* so fall sick please.okay, im being too cruel. yall ought to hear the story. actually no, im tired of re-enactments. ahahaaa.



ouwhs. and i realized. life's too short to get all stressed out about school.

i wake up everyday thinking, gosh* another day to exhaust myself. i simply want to get this 2 years over and done with so badly. i simply want time to fly so fast.

that i forget about what i have now. and i put them aside, thinking it'll always be around. taking things for granted. especially the people i love most. i barely have time to show them that love.

particularly, my parents. at times, i hate myself for being so ignorant.

im always glad that a day ended, that i've managed to somehow pull through. and even wen im suppose to sleep, i'd be thinking of all the stuffs pending on my to-do-list. of how i am suppose to prepare myself for another hectic day ahead.

i keep thinking that i want this jc life to end. and before that day comes, everything else can be put on hold.

and yesterday, after a conver with my parents. it strucked me, hard.

what if at the end of this two years of ignorance, they're not there anymore. hey, thats the cycle of life, it is inevitable. Would i look back cursing myself for not spending enough time with them.? and the answer is yes. a big fat huge YES.

im not ready to be independent. im not ready to lose you.

so please dont. ouwh god* nothing soon, please.

i love you, more than you can imagine. and im trying hard. i will not regret. so please dont leave.


*let the rain fall down,
and wake my dreams.
let it wash away,
my sanity. *

allahuakbar. tolong lah.

*smiling defeats.*

hola.!

im suddenly in the mood.!
so longgg entry ahead. u can go away though.! ahahaa.

kay start. yada yadaa.

ouwhs.! tuesday. national day celebration in school. though i wasnt entirely in the enthuastic red-white mood, the day was fun funn. =)

class interaction in library was actually FUN, seriously. ahah. MrCivicsTutor is nice, reali. performances on stage was splendid, certain ones that is. primarily cos its exciting to watch people you know actually do stuffs on stage. good or not, that's secondary. nyahahaa.

so if u happen to have performed, and happen to read this, then dun happen to get flattered, cos i may not happen to be referring to you.! ahah.! crap.

bio ca1 after that. flunked for sure. a sense of dejavu as Dee puts it. and i agree. like, what's new.? nyahaa.

out wif Lala later on. purposeless actually. went in n out of cwpt. indecisive. den some ehems-ehems* took place. memorable indeed.! ahah.! that lady is super funny please. but my lips are sealed. encore.?? any time.! nyahahaa. ouwhs, to sunplaza too. =)

national day itself, home sweet home.! finally.~ hee.

national day school holiday.? bleargh. any kind souls.? please step forward. nyaah. wasted hours surveying for pw. i was so disheartened please. i've never been rejected so many times in one day before.! nyahahaa.*

i've learnt. that i'd choose Flag Days over surveying, ANY TIME.! nyaah.

Floorball. Aug babies celebration after trg on friday. was nice nice.! hee. though it was practically nothing but just a cake that dee/fadh painstakingly went in search for after school in the blazing sun for like hours, all ended well ey.? the girls were appreciative, somehow.? ahah. i love them. =)

saturday, practically slacked thru the day.! yes, im disappointed with myself, but ouwh well.! ahahaa. went out wif beloved family in the evening. was actually purposeless too. but wee. i luv such family outing. =)) minus the impromtu part, maybe.? ahah.

sunday. ouwh, that's today.! nyaah. one thing for sure, NOT looking forward to tmr. nyaah.

NTUC FLOORBALL OPEN. at Downtown East D'Marquee.! so fun please. totally fun funn.! like, brutal [our word for the day.! nyahaa.!] fun.! one more time, please.? ahahaa.

okay, so we lost practically all the 4 matches. but they're not brutal defeats. more like, smiling defeats? ahahaa. those club/national players look totally equiped. like, real experts. so we sort of anticipated being trashed 6-NIL or stg. but we werent.! so thats something to smile about.! ahahaa.

most satisfying match --> skools 1789. they're awesome.
most URGH*-we-could-have-killed-them match --> youths.? heh.
most off-form match --> i-forgot-their-weird-longgg-chain-of-numbers. boo muni*
most neutral i-finally-move-forward! match --> kutu-stg-stg. nyahahaa.

okay. im loving defense now. as in, blocking those balls feels gorgeous.! ahah.! and conceding dem gets me raging wif brutal URGHness. another side of me. ahahaa.!

my new most commonly used word on court. *SHIT.!!*
what did MsBio taught u in aiss.? use FAECES. its more sophisticated. AHAH.

ouwhs. the whole experience was totally awesome. especially with my fbmates around ey.? ahah. picture frenzy after the whole event. nice nice. =)

we got there real early actually. around 8am.? even had time for breakfast.! nyaah. kudos to dearest dad for the lift.! hee. =))

and i so love my team. Dee. Fadh. anddd ZAHIRAH.! ahahaa. honestly, was afraid she might back out or stg. apparently not.! ouwhhh, how i've missed that jambu. least i managed to make her a traitor to yjc for a day.! nyahahaa.

i love them.

and i actually forgot how much i love Aye. let the sparks rekindle.! AHAH.!

ate at Macs White Sands after that. around 3+ ey.? yeah. again, fun funnn. the rest left first, while we made a trip to the POLARs. ahah. yada yadaaa, left wif dee n aye. the train rides were brutal funnn.! like, we somehow always get empty trains.! unconciously.! *ehems.* nyaah.!

so again. picture frenzy on empty trains.! booo.* i love them so soo much.! longgg journey, with endless topics.? yeah, i tink. ahah. never a dull train ride wif dee/aye around.! hee. =))

ouwhs. after today. one of us will die. final destination. ahaha. kay, crap. hmms.

yeah. that's it i guess. though im dead beat now, with pw stuffs about to bite my heads off, im a happy happy gerl.! yerps.! =))

BIO SPA tmr.! woo, how exciting.! dna fingerprinting please.? die, dieee.! ahahaa.!

kay, this blog entry totally lack structure. i just cant be bothered lah, for now. total languor. nyaah.

okay. im reali off. 11.46pm now.! can u believe it.? i took THAT long to update. ! ahahaa. multi-tasking totally reduces efficiency. how incapable of me.~ boo.*

again, I LOVE MY GERLS.! <3
go fballers.! ij woosh.! hee. =))


All Smiles,
*Munirah. <33

*my gorgeous week.! only mine.! *

nyahahaaa.

okay, i agree. so tat title is dumb, but ouwh well.! hee.

if i hadnt turn seventeen and gotten all the worthy excitements this week, i'd rather be dead now. *okay, joking.* nyaah.

massive workload till the wee hours, physically draining activities, lack of sleep, yada yadaaa. it figures why my immune system's down now. taken a toll on me eyy.? hmms.

now flashbacks.! woots.! for 2nd aug, of cos. ahah.! =))

left for sch at abt 6.10am. blame it on interhouse competitions. but ouwh well, i love frisbees.! and i love TAURUS.! nyaah.!

though dee wasnt involve in any of the games, she came down THAT earli JUST for ME.! gosh* told ya she's ouwh-so-sweet.! hee. she's the first fren i meet that day, and she's the first to give me a present.! so yes, the morning walk was gorgeous. =)

yada yadaa. and so on my day, we won the semis, again.! hee. the sweet, sweet taste of victory. its onli sweeter that i scored in every game. nyahaa.! [no, im nt bragging, its just a reason. i still tink its a team effort. hee.!]

for memory's sake. 5-stg vs sagi, 3-2 vs aquila, 1-0 vs rasalas[semis], 1-3 vs taurus[finals]. we fought against our own kind in the finals.! it was pathetic, reali. ahah.! though we're runner up, its refreshing that both taurus(s) got into finals. an effort totally worthwhile. *clap* BULL.!

got attacked with wet tissues in the cubicle after that. but it was fun. hee.! =)
PS: their aiming skills, down to zero.! ahah.!

school as per normal. yada yadaa. CG was sweet, one louddd bday singalong session in class that was.! hee. and in the canteen later on.! the gorgeous cake, luv luv luv.!

we snapped quite alot of pics.! hee.! had PE in the morning, so was quite in a messy state. though i hate how i look in the pics, ouwh well.! gorgeous memories.! wee.!

and owuhs. all the presents.! to whoever this may concern, again, thz ey.! alot! =))

fb grp study after school. apparently, almost none came. ahah.! kay, not funny. since i got scolded later on. but ouwh well, who am i to blame.? blearghhh.*

either way, was stuck in library till 5+ finalizing my EoM draft. tts like, 3++hrs after dee's class ended, and she accompanied me.! gosh* that gorgeous lady of mine. ahahaa.

with that, i dint want to disappoint and waste her effort in waiting. thus, the decision of visiting CP was a final one. and i hafta admit, no regrets on my behalf.! since i missed the blood donation drive [which i truly feel missed], concluded that i shall do the next big [and most practical] thing on this significant date.! nyahahaa.

after visiting maria, [her house was on the way..] and passing her belated present. we headed to CP's hairdresser.! tts like, 6+ already uh. i feel so bad making dee follow, but she insisted, so ouwh well.! nyahaa.

ouwh, before that, was stuck in the school's toilet for like half-an-hour. ahah.! thz to dee, i got some gorgeous pics of my long longgg hair. nyahahaa.! and yes, gorgeous pics wif my beloved besty too. hee.

and soo. snips.! make that, major snips.! nyahahaa. from something that can reach my skirt band, its now barely shoulder length. so thats like, drastically shorter. imagine 3yrs of hair growth, gone just like that.! rejoice.! nyahahaa.

ouwhs. the amoi(s) was delighted to cut my longgg hair.! until, i decided to ask for it.! ahahaa.! seriously, dere wasnt any apparent reason. except.! i was disgusted hearing that dey're gonna use it for hair extensions. come on please.! im soo not letting my hair be on those heads.! *shivers*. nyahahaa.

so yeah. i still have my long hair now, technically. anyone wanna see it.?? nyahahaa.! how grotesque.*

niways. again, dee was the first to see my new haircut.! wee.! in fact, she saw it being snipped off lah eh, much to her delight. see wad envy can do to you.! haiii* ahah.! ouwh yeah, she was touching my 'silky long' hair, before laughing at me. how nice of her. nyahahaa.

the walk home was reali light.! my head tt is.! ahah.! for once, i can feel the wind in my haiiir.! simply great lah. nyahahaa. was trying to get use to the bouncy2 feeling, wen i realised, i have tiny winy hairs all over my uniform.! like, WTH* ahahaa.

mum's reaction was funny. and at the gate, she wudnt let me in. she asked if i got the wrong house cos her daughter dun look like me. nyahahaa.! gorgeous craps.

yada yadaa. another cake cutting moment.! woahh, twice in a day, im sucha lucky gerl.! or lady.! watever lah eh. ahah.! cake was just as gorgeous. i still cant decide which is better, cos both was reali gorgeous, realiii.
PS: i now realise, my onli meals on 2nd aug was that 2 slices of cakes. ahah.!

and ouwhs. though i got to blow the candle twice too, i dint make any wishes. nyaah. im nt even sure if i believe in tt thingy in the first place. its all just for the fun of it ey.? but yeah, bleargh. i had no wishes. nyahahaa.

gift unwrapping. wee.! gorgeous stuffs. ahahaa. luv every single one of them.! totally luv them all. thanky youuu people.! =)) hee. ouwhs.! got some pics of them too.! kudos to AIMAH, my trustworthy photographer.! nyahahaa.

n yeah.! had so much sch stuffs to do later on, that i was in a rush. boo.~ so yeah. room was in sucha mess that aimah, being sucha darling tt she is, stacked all my presents/wrappers/stuffs on her bed for me.! awws* nyahahaa.
PS: she slept wif my mum this whole week. i was awake till 1am+ either way. so yeah, light was on till den. x)

yeahhh. wad better way to end the gorgeous day. but with PROJECT WORK.! *urgh* nyahahaa. ouwh well. shant complain ey. parts and parcel of this path i've taken. though somehow im dreading every new day cos it simply means more workload piling up, im reali appreciating how things are now. honestly, i cant see myself leading a diff way of life.

JC life rocks my socks. wee.! =))

positive thinking, ouwh yeah.! nyahaa.!

so yes. overall. a gorgeous day, in memory of the pain my mum went thru seventeen years ago. im truly grateful, to both my parents. hee. for the person i am today, i owe it to dem, to god, and somehow, to the education system in singapore[ahah.!].

ouwh yes. seeing all the gejala sosial in wdlds, i told my most influential darling whom i've gotten stuck wif for more den 4yrs. dee of cos, ahah.!
"eyy, thanks for not turning me into something like them ehh.."
and her reply was..
"no lah, thanks for turning me into something like you.."
decipher that, people in ijc thinks im innocent. seriously. nyahahaa.*

and dad thanked me for not causing him any teenage-related problems, ie. those gejala sosial. awws* how sweet. but heyy, im far from being the perfect child, unfortunately. nyahahaa.

and yes, my gerls. after 17 years, im proud to announce. my record is still clean.! woots.! hearing my dad, im now more den determine to keep it this way, for at least the next 5yrs of my life.! nyahahaa.! insyaAllah. =))
PS: no-ouwh. u cant beat me to that.! nyaah. =p

aights. i shall sleep now. its 4.51am. im three-quarter dead. boo.
PS: the rest of the week was just as gorgeous. totally. =)


note to muni's immune system: FIGHT please.!!
i need my body un-sick. and most importantly, i need my brain. ahahaa.


and to beloved aimah, 4aug. Happy 14th Birthday.! i luv ya.! =)

* thank you(s).*

here's just an appreciation entry. hee. sori for the total belated-ness though.

wednesday, 2nd aug.! yays.! nyahahaa. i admit, wasnt entirely looking forward to turning seventeen. but apparently, it wasnt that bad was it.? hee.

to all who remembered, and made me feel remembered [ahah.!]. thanks a bundle ey.! =) initially thought of listing their names. but i realized, woahhh* how endless the list would be.
i already hate myself enough for losing track of the order of my well wishers [ps:i've always taken note of dem every year, so yeah. hee.] but this time, its just too long a list. boo muni.! heh.

to all who sent those pretty2 msgs, and subsequently flooded my inbox [hah.!]. truly appreciate it.! hee.! =) im just uberly sorry for not replying though. was busy2 when i got some, so by the end of the day, im all mixed up. pardon me.! x)

to all who wrote me those beautiful testimonials, and added on to my testi counter [hah.!]. reali reali appreciate it. again, i cant find the time to reply, especially since frenster is lagging on me. so altogether, thank youuu.! =)

to all who gave those extremely sweet gifts, and contributed to the extremely messy bedroom floor now [hah!.]. yall are extremely sweet pple.! and i luv every single one of you.! ahah.! also, i luv all the presents.! but thats not something new lah eh.? nyahaa. thz for all the effort/time/money/whatnots ey. appreciate them, wholeheartedly. =)

to beloved 0611D. my heartfelt gratitude.! all the secrecy and surprise-attempts were reali just so touching please. though it was kinda predicable, i was awed.! the cake was totally fantastic, truly luv it.! hee.

to my darling family whom i love with all my heart.! gosh* i just simply luv yall uh.! though its sad i had a longgg day in sch, the time spent together that night, gorgeous memories they are.! all the presents, especially from my beloved adeks.! imagine those cuming frm their allowances.! i feel bad lahh, dey're ouwh-so-sweet please.! and my beloved abg, for the thought of it.! sori for having to postpone it though, hee. and my beloved dad.! for the neutral-ness to my plan, BUT giving me that totally-not-anticipated envelope eventually.! hee.! and my beloved mum.! all the efforts in preparing the setting. and the scrumptious cake.! ouwhh my god. appreciate every single bit of it.! ahh* i luv my family. yesty, today, and forever. =))

and last but definitely not the least. i so, totally, entirely, absolutely luv DEE DEE ELFEEZA.! ouwh-so-much.! she's simply ouwh-so-sweet please.! wasted her time just to accompany me thruout the day.! gosh* seriously. i luv her to bits and pieces.

yerps. here's all the gorgeous people that makes my life gorgeous. thanks alot uh. its definitely aint a wonder..

I LOVE MY LIFE.!

all seventeen years of it.! hee. =))

*goodbye, sweet sixteen.*

gosh*

im entirely EoM bounded that i cant even find a minute to stop and reflect on my sixteen years of life.

i dint even get to rummage through the precious things in my precious box before saying my gdbye to precious sweet sixteen please.! =(

how jc life have stripped me off my life. boohoo.

tmr's total hectic. busy busyyy day. hee.

and ouwhs. i wanted to revamp this blog before 17, and i FAILED badly in doing so.

as such, i'll stick to this layout for another year.! nyahahaa. =))

aights. guess i can onli afford 4hrs of sleep tonight. ahh* back to EoM.! =


* the memories so close to me,
just fades away... *

* sweet sixteen was simply gorgeous,
my heartfelt gratitude,
to all who were part of it.
i luv my life, ouwhhh so much. hee. *

*pissed people.*

heyy.

kay. lets rewind. hoho.

thursday was freaking exhausting.

woke up limping, so dint turn up for morning run. urgh* timetable was great, fully lectures. so had dee thruout, her presence is reassuring. i luv her so. =)

had some disappointing confirmations, which was already anticipated. speechless, disheartened, most entirely undeniable. but depressed, im definitely incapable of. i feel sorry for you though. hmms.

for once, i seriously did fell asleep in sch. even if it was merely 10mins. but mind you, it wasnt in class.! nyaah.

ouwhs.! hee.! beloved maria tapped by at 9+.! superrr pleasant surprise.! =)) gosh* how much i miss tt woman.!
PS: she just turned 17 on monday. Happy Birthday Maria.!!

friday was even more freaking exhausting. but i love fridays, eh.?

major health breakdown. dee was under observation at tantockseng tt night. hearing her totally freaked me out. but glad she's better now, alhamdulillah. plus, she dint haf to sit for chem AND econs test.! boo. nyahaa.

had lotsa frens arnd me thruout the day, but somehow i felt so super lonely pls. the problem wen u get too attached with someone. right now, i cant imagine life without her. ahah.

interhse frisbee in the morning, ouchhh* okay, so i had to slide for tt freaking frisbee despite my bandaged knee. least it was a score. so yays.! 1-0, yes it was tt close. a painstaking effort made worthwhile. well done taurus.! =)

yada yadaa. oral presentation assessment, tink i beat the mrt. hah.! econs test was relaxed. trg was. hmms. kay, watever happened shant leave the court ey.?

im very much thankful that i have nini n nene wen it comes to fb-related issues. much appreciated indeed. =)

this evening. PTM. u noe, where parents and teachers meet.? yeah. except tt my siblings came down too. budak2 jakon. nyahaa.!

went well actually. my CT was super comforting. supportive, especially wen my dad starts being all sceptical abt fb again. hee.! and i've learnt to be truly appreciative of him now. =)

wen dad began dominating the conver and sounding all tensed abt my results [which, he's not, ahah.!] MrP was, "she's very hardworking, puts in effort in all her work. hands in assignment promptly, yada yadaaa."
PS: i still owe him my mlg assigngments, the one due before the june break.? yeah. i feel bad now. =(

and okay, so maybe that was uncalled for. in fact, i cant find any exact reason for that sudden burst of emotions. but well, you noe me. hee.

overall. im glad my parents made it for PTM this time round. =)) somehow, i reali wanted dem to come. nyaah. the last time was, sec 1 pls.! nyahahaa.

n ouwh.! just heard news from aye. major shock, not the news, but the way she reacted to it. hah. sheesh. im utterly pissed at whoever's concerned too. wth pls.

ur presence have always been trouble for us aint it.? sometimes, i wish you'd just back off from my gerls and get lost. as for you, wen will u stop being so naive.?! get a grip of ur own life please.! bleargh, to both.!

okay. i've had enuf for today. FYI. its 3.25am now. yes, i took that long to complete this update. nyahaa.! now. i have lotsa sch work pending. but tt can wait till tmr. *hah.*


*definitely aint my loss, nt a single bit.
..and so you eventually quit.
wad more can i say.? but Taa.! =))

*a distraction finally eliminated.
euphoric i am, more than expected. hee.*

*this wound will heal,
it just needs time. and extra care.!
ouwhh, the ugly scar, i cant bare.~*

woahh, dey rhyme, were freakingly on impulse.! nyahahaa. cuckoo. aights. TC pple. =)


*for hating you, i blame myself...
now be gone, please.*

* finally fell.! hah.! *

ahhhhh.

i have so much stuffs pending to be posted. so soo much.

i hate this not-enough-time feeling please. and right now, i honestly dun have much. time and again.~ urgh.

been sleeping +/-4hrs off late. was not an option of mine okay. just like how lessons haven been dragged to 6+pm nowadays. tmr's worst, chem till 7(confirm plus2)pm.! heh. to make tings worst, been having to wake up awfully earli too. inter-house games.

but we won.! least the effort got paid off. *clap* BULL.! nyaah. another one tis friday, let history repeats itself please.? hee.

fb board is done. maybe not entirely, but still. nice nice. hah. credits to yuni, dee, fadh, n mich.! hee =) dey'll be my board committee. ahah.! n yays. exco's formed. glad. =))

ouwh btw. trg today was awesome. as in, turned out well despite having no coach. and of cos, thz to kenneth n ifan. =)

and yeah. i FINALLY scrape my knee super badly during match, that i dread having shower. but please lah eh, i still did.! nyahahaa. but wat used to take 20 mins, now takes 30+. HAH. tsk tsk.

okay, nvm. ahah. i love falling, and getting up after that. just NOT in the futsal court. it so rough, my pants tore. AND it hurts ouwh-so-badly. i shall stay strong.! ahah. want the hall pleaseee.? hee. x)

eyy, blearghhh. i have so much to type.! but my body's dying on me.! i noe its onli 10.30, but im in desperate need of sleep.! urgh.* yes yes, morning run tmr.! hee. still contemplating though.

like, is it possible to run without bending ur knees.? cos rite now, i feel like a living mummy. ouwhhh stiffness. nyaah.


"dee, is she always this smiley.?? haha."
eh.? not entire true wad. ouwh.
its the aftermath of a 3hr cramped face lah. hah.

my mood dun control the situation.
the situation determines my mood.
so wen its time to be serious, be serious pls.


...otherwise, im on All SmiLes.! hee. =))

*perceive these scents.*

ahah.

im suppose to do a reflection of fb for the past 7 mths ey.? but pardon me. time constrains, reali. so here's a short one.

been gift wrapping.! thz to dee who'd nvr nvr do tt share. nyaahs. if its already bad, wait till august.! i just realized how manyyy aug baby darlings i noe of. gosh*

i figured since i wun have time for all these nxt yr, i shall be more den please to gift wrap now.! so to those who got anything from me tis yr, cherish it.! dere's no next time.! nyahahaa.

ouwhs. fyi. i got home dizzy wif dozens of diff scents yesty. again, thz to dee.! for spraying testers all over me, just cos we dint see the tester strips. ahhh.! craziness. so yeah, go figure ey. nyaahs.

yeah.! dere's some kind of parliamentary session tmr.! god noes wad* somehow. sounds exciting, dun u tink so.? ahah.! i'll tell u how it goes.

take care pple. =)

waiiit.! to dearest Nabila Huda. Happy 17th Birthday darling.!! hee.! and i bet u LOVE the box.! *shhh!* nyahahaa.


*the call, an unsettled verdict.
switches, anticipate it.*

* are you game enough.? *

euphorically uncertain.? hah.

i have so much to say. but im just so dead tired. details may be up in the weekends. but in case it doesnt. well muni, here's a moment to mark in ur calender, as reminded by coach.

On wednesday, the 12th of July 2006 at Woodlands Centre Foodcourt, during a JC1 Gerls FB Team Dinner treat by Coach Faizal, a certified personel declared me deceased at exactly 06.38pm. Cause of death.? added responsibilities. uhhuh.~! x)

nyahahaa.! muni, ur capable of such lame craps, i wonder how u're to carry out such duties. eheh. ouwh yes, we've got a gorgeous vcapt, so no worries.! hee.! im just so glad its her, realiii.! working wif ayuni has always been blissful, so WEEHEE.! =))

kay gerl, stop talking to urself. this blog entry is meant for others to read, not what's streaming in ur messed up mind. nyahahaa.~ aights.

and ouwh.! i need somebody to teach me how to react whenever pple dun call me by my name nowadays. especially pple like DEE DEE ELFEEZA. or NUR SHAFINAZ SELAMAT. or NUR SOFIA JASMANI.! nyahahaa. not helping please.! psycho paths betul. ahah.!

ouwh well. i'll learn how to grow numb to it soon, as always. hee. =)

resistant to changes. im missing the thoughts of having seniors in fb ready.~ boo. i've nvr knew of such team spirits, and there dey were.! the loveliest bunch ever.! now learn to move on, gerl.

my wholesome gratitudes to dearest kasim, germaine, yvonne, jingxuan, nisha, szeki and xueling for the guidance given thus far. yes, i'll walk down memory lane in my next entry. hmphs. and yesty was awesome.! hee.

how depressing. nonetheless. gerls, i'll work hard to do the fullest of my capabilities for the team, promise.! Its not the captains that makes a team, but everyone else in it. Lets not let each other down ey. hee. =)


*a mind block. and half shut eyes.*

*stay, please.*

i have SO MUCH to blog about.

but i simply cant find the time. i've yet to even complete my tutorials.! urgh.*

and right now, i simply dun haf the mood to blog. im just here so as to inform u worried pple tat im still alive, though half-dead. hee. =)

win. draw. lose. 1-on-1 penalty. sudden death.
for a new team, and first timers in Adivs, we've seen it all ey.! and that's definitely worthy memories to cherish our whole entire lifetime. so gerls, stop fretting. time will heal. cheers.! =)

and for once. i saw ur other side.

the enthusiasm was short-lived. it ended ouwh too soon. god, whyyy.?! we wanted the semis so badly, it hurts. i cant even look, cried my heart out as soon as i heard cheers frm the other side. it was just so near. too near, yet so far.

simply just too far.

i've grown attached to my darling J2s, i dun want them to leave. but i noe, i shant be selfish. god please help us all thru. make their sacrifices worthwhile.

i love my rolemodels. every single one of them.

the time is coming. and im just so afraid. uncertain. unprepared. we still need yall.
i've dread this moment for a long time, and its scaring me more den the matches itself. how will we survive.? i haf no idea, but one thing's certain. we'll work hard, or i'll personally kill you myself.

its the passion for fb, try to understand tat.

deviation needed ASAP. focus is on academics, for now. i'm not gonna screw up my mid-course. no noo. gerl pls, dun just say and do nothing about it. eliminate all ur distractions, u simply arent capable.

its down to only two.
Studies. and Floorball.

u're being too emo. stop it now. be strong.!
hee. =)

* break the curse, please. *

ouwhhh my goddd.!

im so filled with fatigue. i hate myself.

was all hype a moment ago. and sudd. bleargh.! i have this major issue at hand, and i dun care, i have to fix it. make things right, NOW. muni, u're reali sucha troublemaker.

some things dun seem to be falling in place. i have a bad baddd feeling abt it. but i ought to shut up now.

it'll make things worst, than what it already is. damn.

ya allah, tolong lah kami.


* things that i was sure of,
they have filled me up with doubts. *


energy conservation.? FAILED. im dead beat pls.
GIMME A SNEAKERs BAR.
or rather. SLEEP. heh.

* Wee.! *

EUPHORIC is the word for today.

i so love my life. hee. =)

kay fine. so bumps here n dere. but still. tat's life. inevitable ey.? yeahs. nyahahaa.

again, i would like to reinforce. that the word for today isss...

EUPHORIC.!!! nyahahaa.

my bed's calling. ought to conserve my energy. THE day is cuming. where we shall fight, and soar above the rest.! WOO.! x)

kay, too much tv lah gerl, go sleep please. insanity. tsk tsk.

nyahahaa. ALL SMILES.! =)

* freakazoid.! *

OMG.!

i cant believe this.

the browser hanged, and all of what i typed, is GONE. poof.! just like that. sheesh.!

okay. freeze. i shall not get pissed. i've had enuf of feeling pissed at myself for today. but DARN. totally freakazoic pls.! waste of effort.! bleargh.

maybe its just fate. tt yall dunno wat im tinking. or wat i did wrong tis week.! AHAH.!

forget it, im soo not wasting time re-typing.! boo.

well niways. overall. its a duo of a mentally n physically draining week. im simply glad the week is cuming to an end. and i haf every reason to look forward to the nxt.! ouwh how time flies.~

take care people.! All SmiLes. hee. =)


* i noe i totally screwed up, big time.
and im utterly sorry, for all that's worth. *


my darling gerls. rmb. intentions, not words.!
dun concentrate on the problems, but on the solutions.! hee. =)

let's prove we're worthy of the hall, and earn ourselves a proper trg grd. a reason for fighting.!! nyahahaa.!


AJA AJA.! IJ woosh.!

* ouwhhh too soon. *

starting from this min, i'll be on a week hiatus. HAH.

to all year one JC/MI students, especially my darling frens, sitting for the Summer Tests or Mid Years or Whatever-you-call-it..
and to all year two Innovians, especially my beloved fbmates, sitting for the Prelims..

All The very Best.! hee. =)

if u've studied hard, im sure all ur efforts will be worthwhile.
and if u havent, den haf faith and hope that somehow, u'll pull it through just fine.

bottom line, whatever happens, All SmiLes.! =)

aights. what needs to be done, is done. from now henceforth, all you can do is. pray hard.! god bless us all. hee.

ya Allah, janganlah membiarkanku menghampakan orang2 sekelilingku. tolonggg lah aku. amin.

did i sound too desperate.? well, i am. nyahahaa. TC pple.!

ouwh, i just realized. this is the most colourful entry i've ever had. like, *ErPs*.! how grotesquely childish.~ nyahahaa. x)


* nicotinamide adenine dinucleotide phosphate.
i love this term. sounds like u're cursing someone,
but in an intellectual way. HAH.! *


i need a shower before turning in for the night.
ouwh wait.! its already morning.?! ishhh.! ahahaa.

* victory is sweet. *

hyperventilated.! phew.!

a date to mark on my calender.! my veryyy first friendly match. and IJC's veryyy first match victory.! woo.! nyahahaa.

EUPHORIC is my new fav word. nyaah.

come on, admit it.! everyone was having doubts. but we pulled it thru, with our team's awesome fighting spirit.! darn, i love my fbmates, and we're so gorgeous.! nyahahaa.!

*okay, pardon me, im being insane. side effects of hyperventilating. HAH.*

ey. the court is HUGE. the floor is SMOOTH. the ball was FAST. and the 40+ players were intimidating. its nothing like our trg conditions in the futsal court.

plus, our lines were sudd changed to 5-aside, so formations' all gone. and we were losing 3-5 by round2.

was nerve-whrecking kay.! try to understand my enthusiasm pls. mwahaa.!

ended off with a 5-6 win, wholesome credits to nisha, germ, and kasim. dey sure lived up to expectations.! hee.

lunched at LJS after that. almost the whole team together. nicey.~ train ride back was entertaining.! *ehems* nyahahaa.

overall, perfect half-day spent wif dearest fbmates. hee. =)

come, let history repeats itself, next weekend.! nyaah. partly also cause, summers will end by den.! so darn looking forward to it.~ ahahaa.

aights. i ought to dive back into my pool of math notes. mum's nagging already, for not helping with her housework. and dad's not of much help, instigating it further, as usual. eheh.

notice how some things just never change, no matter how tired you are of it.?

and right now. god ******, im tired lah, please.!

but hey, dey're nt tt bad. in fact, i love dem a hell lot. mood swings.

i dun like 12th storeys anymore. i should get myself a life insurance, and hope everyday that i get knock down by a truck. that way, both parties have got something to be happy about.! ey.? eheh. saddistic idiot.~

okay, im not for real, seriously. nyahahaa.


* the best things come
when u least expect them to.
so dun bother trying so hard. HAH. *


go. and. MUG.
i prefer cups leh.? eheh.

*gift a name.*

its 3.56am.!

half time for Brazil vs. Japan. nice game by far. darn, their passings are woahs.! niways, realize how funny those pple's names are.? Kaka, Maki, Kaka ahahaa.

niways. im still lagging behind for the summers. and im not doing much abt it. tsk tsk. ouwh well. nyaahs.

weds. johor trip to celebrate mum's bday got canceled thanks to England Vs. Sweden match at 3am. on impulse, decided to head for trgs instead.! by den, slept at 6am, woke up at 7.30am. sheesh.

will tt explains my off-form-ness.? ahah.

no regrets for gg trg though. got my line. and im euphoric. why.? go figure. nyahahaa.

headed to NP after trg, got Mbeloved mum's cake. loss some calories, gain hundreds more. ahah.! whole thingy wasnt as grand as i hoped to make it. simply out of idea.~ yet all memories were worthwhile. nyaahs.

so yes. Happy Birthday Mum.! heaps of never-depleting-eternal love.! hee. =)

thurs.? ter-slept while mugging at 3+, alarmed by dear hp for sahur, and returned to lalaland at 6+am. guess what time i woke up. not telling.! nyahahaa. tsk tsk.

and so here i am. hee. well FYI, its already 5.14am, and the match's over. im always writing bits n pieces, here n dere, so tt explains why my entries are usually relatively long. nyaahs.

ouwh well. as expected, Brazil won. 4-1, muchly thz to the classic Ronaldo. sheesh, i still cant get over their superb passings. simply awesome. a deserving victory on Brazil's behalf.

darn. im watching almost every other 3am matches this wk. to think that i used to wonder why/how pple can actually get stucked to the screen, eyeing the ball for an hour or so. dere's actually quite some takeaways frm it, i guess. ahah.! *crapping.*

and yeah. to also think that 4 weeks went by, just like that. i've yet to even miss innova.! den again, how could i.? nyahahaa.


* am i that predictable.? or perhaps,
you're simply getting good.
anticipate my next, decipher me. *


to resume muggings, OR answer my bed.?
im decisive, for once. caffeine's bad so,
go sleep.! hee. MORNINGS now.! =)

* my spaniards.! *

we won. we won. we won.

time and again. hee. =)

though im not entirely satisfied with the match. Spain dint play that well. dey had their heads too high up. and the referee was abit off, giving excessive petty yellow cards.

Tunisia was good. they fought well. all the anger and rage, ouwhhh such passion.~ nyaahs. keep it burning pple.! =)

and why must Torres be the ones scoring the goals.? darn, i hate him on field. simply ruthless. or maybe its just cause he's young. overly ambitious. provocative. uberly idiotic. bleargh. still, credits to him for the 2 goals ey.

he's currently WC's top scorer, but he cant even shoot a with a decend angle. was really tyco. seriously. nyahahaa. x)

Raul on the other hand, was sucha gentleman. even when he scored the equalizer. gorgeous, simply gorgeous. *awws.* my old, olddd all-time-fav player. awesomely perfect. hee. =)

and my darling, of cos. the first goal was almost nicely saved. u're already forgiven. there's just so much you can do, its reali fate. nyahahaa.! *insane.* my Iker Casillas, dearest goalie-cum-captain, way to go.! woots.!

nyahahaa. aights. im off to sahur. hee. =)

well done dear Spaniards. fight.! ahahaa.

* awed.! *

im happy.!
yes, nothing new about that rite.? ahahaa.

slept over at my grands. gorgeous weekend well spent. hee. n yays.! for once, we got the room.! managed to kick my abg out. woo.! *evil laugh* my darling sis, n me of cos. ahah.!

darling cousins came over too. in the earliii morning. hoho. yeahs, my lovely ones. nice niceee.

yada yadaaa. home sweet home.!

i have a confession. im 5kg heavier.! i tink, but hope not. nyahahaa. food galore.! they cook good food. hee. x)

ouwhs. dad/abg did something to the tv, thz to atok. and now. its bustling with all sorts of weirdness. splendid weirdness, that is. fever, fever.! woo.! nyahahaa.

since i've wasted my day with no muggings. so why not enjoy the rest of the night, ey.? ahah.

i have a date wif my spaniards later. yes, the whole team.! hee. =)


* wishful thinkings on my behalf,
but ouwhhh, let me be. nyaahs. *


save those shots, gorgeous goalie.!
I LOVE YOUuuu.! ahahahaa. x)

* drowning. no, drownED.! *

nyahahaa.

im wasting time again. ey, i deserve a break too kay. nyaahs.

had some sort of bonding earlier on. i miss having those long discussions wif my parents. ahah.

dey had dvd marathon again today. how i wished i cud haf joined. but simply cant. on a brighter note. im fully done wif photosynthesis.! nyaahs. wad an accomplishment.~

ouwh.! i've got another late night online companion now. not for mugging though. for insightful n hilarious hot stuffs. who would haf thought, my dearest V.capt.! wait waiiit. i need to highlight her name. GERMAINE. mwahahaa.! x)
i cant believe i let her make me laugh so hard. she soo deserve a whack from my fb stick. AHAH. bestest vcapt ever.!

n yes. my mum's sooo gonna kill me.! she cooks heavenly delights.! i'll die due to excessive eating.! apple strudel, super gorgeous.!

dey say an apple a day keeps the doctor away. ouwhs, im onli making myself feel better. nyahahaa. =)

aights. off to bed now. hafta get up relatively early to get some last minute presents tmr. wad a confession.! nyaahs.

to my darlinggg dad. Happy Father's Day.! u noe i luv you, forever and ever more.! hee. =)

as much as i hate muggings and all. i cant deny, i luv this phase of my life. free from all the responsibilities associated wif adulthood, yet not TAT immature. nyaahs.

i have absolutely no regrets for putting INNOVA JC in that first choice box.

i love my life, and all that's part of it.! hee. =)

* im sticking to my principles.
wait, or be gone. nyahahaa. *

now again. go sleep lah gerl. HAH.